21.2.11

it's stuck in my head.
it's not the best song ever, but it's just stuck in my head.

20.2.11

you're in my mind

we hardly know each other,
but it's okay.
i can be your shoulder.

19.2.11

YOUTOPIA.

it has been the longest, yet one of the most enjoyeable days ever. haven't felt this FLY for a long long time, damn. and it wouldn't have been possible without the 4 guys i love (kris,weiteck,kokhow,jovee).

so much shit happened in camp the morning felt like forever, even had to forego my extra early release (2pm) to settle the whole goddamn pile of shit. (oh, and the day before my forex was standing at -996)

went for this ultra boring course briefing for degree course in SIM. probably going to take Econs&Finance and despite my poor attention span (99% staring at GBPUSD) i concluded one thing from the lecturer - Econs&Finance is the most difficult degree, nice. CHALLENGE ACCEPTED (was what went through my head, true story). forex standing : -438

makan with dick & nerf and on to get TOTO tickets, bloody dick. wouldn't have thrown in my share if he hadn't HAD to buy it at clementi central.

HOME to see krishan happily doing the primary sch exam papers i got from mustafa, of all places. then went to visit teck's mum at his place, seeing her put up a strong front really touched me. and the amount of love in teck's house is... srsly OVERWHELMING ttm. not forgetting his cousin Royce as well. :)

football at cage, in what seems to have been forever since we last played. shagged by 11. (forex standing : -49, XAU/USD saved me during the 2 hours of football) btw, performance was utter rubbish. must've been the french jersey.

short sit down at holland v thereafter. (forex standing : +63) on to jovee's place (almost vodka-ed there) and then to the usual lemon tea, to get fatyamball. (forex standing : +171)

went to powerhouse to take in some vodka, to quench jovee's desperate thirst for it. met up with nerf again there, then on to hakim's for awesome prata and maggi goreng (holy shit you've got to try the maggi goreng). (forex standing : +355)

i'm now 100% knackered and do not really bother what's on tmr. only the bloody RELAY 40km on monday in camp. FMLegs.

the only negative take from today - i wish we could've met, even if for a moment. you're my goal of the week, every week.

18.2.11

Where do we go from here?

What a day of trading. Seriously. Need to stop being so greedy.. Keep telling myself but finding it hard to stop.

Busy day today. Take a nap now.. Need all the rest I can get.



16.2.11

Everything's going so fast

OANDA better have credited my acc by tmr. Can't wait to start surfing the markets.. :)

Im rushing to fast into things with you. Just realized that it's only been 3 weeks. I need a break, but I'm so free now. Damn. I want to keep hearing your voice.

Krishan as well. He's such a 'big kid' now, definitely not physically but mentally. Such maturity he displays (at times) I wish I could just stay home with him and play computer games all day.

ESCAPE ME.




6.2.11

:)))

what a tiring, yet fulfilling CNY.
haven't had this much fun in a long time.

realized how good it feels to be home, i seem to have forgotten all about my room's ambience and my 'best-damn-bed-in-the-world'. help mum with her work tmr, then i can have my personal time again!

can't wait for 6pm. dreading 10.30pm :x



Life is too short to care about what other people think cause those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind, so are you going to keep this in mind or not? :D